what i'm feeling today: sad
what i'm thinking about today: airport, migration and DEPARTURE
what i feel like doing: flushing myself down the toilet bowl

well michelle left. and though i am not close to her, she has always been in my bimbo association. so going to miss her. and i wonder how was it like when my other friends left for other countries for good. people that i didnt send off. was it the same? was it worse?

well when michelle was leaving, i started thinking about my other friends who left. like that girl in primary school. magdelene oei oh wait is it magdelene?. i dont know. see i cant even remember her name. will people fade away in our lives when they leave? well i tried writing a letter to her but i forgot to write the return address. so we lost touch.
and its true, its so much more difficult to remain close when you are further away from your friend. it will never happen. they have got another life there while you have yours. its different. ITS EVEN A DIFFERENT TIME FOR CORN'S SAKE. it difficult.
i hate airports. migration, or leaving the country for a period of time must not be legalised at all. NEVER. only holidays are!.
damn it today will forever be etched in my mind. i will never forget every detail of it. even those people that resurface in my thoughts