yesterday i slept at 2 am and i woke up at 5 to study. NOW i cant feel myself anymore. i am high till the highest. there is no more higher.

i cant even fall asleep. and i have ONE MORE PAPER TO GO. joan screams... WHYYYY when everyone is enjoying themselves. and i am studying how my mentrual cycle works or how the pollen grains pollinates a PLANT. SAVE ME FROM AGONY.

anyway i have been slacking from 10 (when i came home) to now and i am addicted to a SONG. unfaithful by rihanna. oh my love that song . though i haven been unfaithful. erm. ok anyway so yes. arhhhh pretty pretty song. you know people say beautiful song. i say pretty. why cannot ah. huh! fight ah!

oh yes on my way home i saw 2 not 1 but 2 FUCK written on the wall. one is at tp. one is on the newly painted walls of my void deck. oh my whats up with people and the obsession with the word fuck. first pronounciation is very weird. f-uck. erm so weird. and saliva tend to splatter out while pronouncing the f. and second dont you find it degrading to say it when all the other kids cant pronounce it properly. they go fuc fuc fuc. not fucK. so gross. oh my this para is so vulgar. [PARDON MY LANGUAGE]
being as civilised as ever. hahahah
ok fine its the stress alright!