joan starts this post with a smile. a really big wide smile!

i think at least everything is starting to show signs of normality. at least i know i am returning to the normal me. (what i mean of normal isnt what you think normal is) haha remember... i am roughly around 30% normal. haha

well mon will be the start of my transformation into a geek. i AM GOING TO BE A NERD. i am going to study everyday. i want to get good grades man. seriously no joking now. yup. with my new found determination. i will succeed. or not. well no time to think of that now. got a test tomorrow. got to study!

well i really miss you my little cupcake. so glad i started talking to you again. hope everything is going well for you. joan blows a kiss.

heee. and for those who are nosey nosey parkers. you will never guess who my cupcake is. ha!! it might actually be a real cupcake.

hint hint: joan likes eating cupcakes.

well this really huge thought hit me out of the blue. and here it is
*sailing has officially ended for me
*sailing is no longer my cca
*last fri was the last time i actually could call myself a sailor
*i will miss all my juniors (hint hint: im expecting a swell sec4 farewell party )
*i will miss nurul! my one and only sec 3 junior
*i will miss ij sailing team : val, joan, nurul, clio, yus and sarah
all the *joys
*laughter
*swimming sessions
*bitching sessions
*MORE bitching sessions
*capsizing
*cursing
*teasing
*a three hour long lecture by the ugliest cow on earth
*EUGENIA! (oops you are not in ij sailing team heeee)
*our lovely miss teo, our distributor of dried mushrooms
*jiao lian (all the ta ma des and pushups and funny sounds you
make
*the scandals
*and most of all our ij spirit


i love you guys. even though we were not the most skilled in terms of sailing. but we redeemed ourselves by having the ij spirit. we fought till we were burnt. we fought till we cursed. we fought till we miss the hiking strap and fell into the water. but most importantly we fought while we laugh. i love it all. and i will miss it all.

to all terrific sailors of ij. i had a terrifically terrific time. THANKS FOR MAKING SAILING SO MUCH FUN.
not to forget out fake brother school. RI . trainings wouldnt be any more fun without you lame people. thanks.

i was all so certain that i would never ever EVER want to sail again after interschools. but i realise maybe i am wrong. the fun i had during interschools cannot be compared to all the sufferings i ever had while sailing. i just might consider joining sailing again. but of course it wouldnt be the same without all my special team mates.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! JOAN BLOWS A REALLY BIG BIG KISS