i declare: i am the deadest pile of meat anyone can find on earth. not even the dinosaurs (well duh... like they have no meat anymore) not even the funny blob of blubber the found in chile (well double duh... cause its not even meat. its technically fat) well just the deadest and most screwed up person on earth.

well today was the usual. had school then had chem pract. so after that i saw 59 leaving the bus stop so i decided to run after it. got on the bus. then i realised. oh damn... this goes to the bishan interchange. so i alighted at the bus stop outside RI to take 13 or 88 home. so as i alighted i saw 13 was infront of me. so i tried running. and as i ran , the bus kept on moving. darn it! i missed my bus. so i waited like 10 whole mins for the next bus to come. see what i mean about being screwed up. even the buses dont give you an easy time!

ok and my chinese O LEVEL exam is like next wed. i am so dead. i am so dead. i dont know so many chinese words. i will prolly skip all the words in the end and the whole passage wont make sense.

and life just seems different without you. i know you are close. but yet you feel far. but when you are far. it feels so close. its so strange. and i dont like it. why cant you be close and feel close at the same time . like simultaneously. i dont get it! (echoes of : me neither...) well all i can say is goodbye my dear. its been fun but perhaps its just going to end this way without a start and without an end.
the cruel facts of life--> sometimes you just cant get everything in the world
i just hope i can shrug it off and forget. but i need a how-to-forget-you instruction manual. i really do. bye...