ever wondered what your life will be if you were incapable of thinking this very thought- "if only..."

well i have. i guess life would be a lot simpler. i will certainly be a tad bit more contented with my life. i wont be regretting, i wont be lamenting and certainly not blaming anyone.

ever wondered what your life will be if you were incapable of wondering what you life will be?
well technically speaking if you actually wondered what you life will be if you were incapable of wondering what your life will be, you are still wondering what your life will be. thus this question has absolutely no answer to it.

maybe this is it. maybe all these things we see in life. MNCs, government, education, families, all these things people work hard for are just facades in life. whats the point of working so hard. when life itself has no answer to it. whats the point of striving for excellence. when excellence does not even exist. because life is a huge question with no answer to it. whats the point of solving mathematical sums when life is a difficult sum marked with double triple quadruple stars on my textbook with no answer to it.

rethorical questions. asked over and over again. for millions of years. from primates to primates. from adult to child. from mothers to daughters. from sons to sons. from cow to cow. from chicken to chicken. arent you sick of it? well i am