you know what. i really got to stop thinking of what people think of me. i really got to stop wondering over and over again what they think of me.
because... because at the end of the day. all i should focus on is myself.

i cant like live on. by just trying to chase them and always wanting to do the "right" thing. i need to think of me! YES! its JOAN-TIME.

i dont care anymore.

at 2.00 pm on the 23rd of jul. JOAN RAISES HER HAND IN THE AIR.
and proclaims herself as FREE!
a free person. a free soul. a free mind. (but i am not cheap!)
not free in that kind of way.