i totally dread training now. my whole face has been thrown down the toilet bowl. shitted on peed on. and urghhhh.

yus and clio said that this new guy was cute. and they said it so loudly i think he heard them. and he thinks i said it too. and when he sailed. he kept looking at me. and smiling like thinking of what we just said. some sort of a mocking smile. i knew it. i know its a mocking smile. urghhh. so embarrassing. he heard it. urghhhh

and the thing is he doesnt sail far away from me. we are about the same speed. urghhh. lord pray that he doesnt come on thur. and pray that that stupid starboard guy doesnt come on thur. i pray i pray i pray with all my heart.
let him come down with a disease. he is freaking annoying.

i dread sailing. i hate training. anyway tomorrow i still have to go down to nsc. to pay for sentosa regatta. sigh. ok got to sleep now. BYE