yesterday was F-U-N fun!

attended my cousin's solemnisation at ROM. oh my goodness its this kind of events that make people wawnt to get married. not tv dramas or over-the-top marriage proposals that are so commercialised. ITS THE EXCHANGING OF VOWS THAT TOTALLY JSUT MADE ME MELT. i swear i was melting in that tiny squashed up room. and right there and then all the 30 strangers in the room were instantly connected and became relatives. ooooh how sweet. I WANT TO GET MARRIED TOO. quick someone MARRY ME!

after the ROM we went to goodwood park to have our high tea. food was G-O-O-D good. absolutely fabulous. and its a day like this that made me eat more than i should. so sissy and i decided to work it off by SHOPPING. heee
well this is starting to make me sound like some random ramblings of a shopaholic. but REALLY its not.

well sissy bought a pair of pumps. and i finally got my long awaited swim suit. its a halter top and normal pants. ahhhh pretty little thing. i'm going swimming later by the way. hahhahah cant just wear you swim suit around the house can you. nope. you must wear it out and work it out!.

well honestly i dont get it. how can someone be too logical. and if its possible. its definately not going to be someone like me. have you ever actually heard me talk. i'm the most ilogical, most senseless, weirdest girl you can ever find.
ah i dont have time to figure out the logic behind being TOO LOGICAL. ahhh wait. i'm actually quite logical huh. i'm trying to figure out the logic behind something that is logical. coool

ok i'm off to swim! tata my pretty ladies!

NOTICE: for those who thinks that i'm getting registered at the ROM tomorrow with my fiance.

I"M NOT! hahaha its my cousin and i only meant it as a joke. HONESTLY

and also to those that thinks that i have a 14 year old boyfriend from cat high . I DONT EITHER. ahahha it was also meant as a joke. because someone ask me whether i will date a younger guy. hahah

today was a really fun day. FUN but sinful and the details cant be disclosed here. hahah

ok this post is seriously damn dumb. so yeah going to stop here.

hey my fellows...

everything has been really strange lately. and i think i've become a little strange too. (notice i didnt use the word" queer!")

heeee. now its time to be RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY.
life is like a washing machine. and we are the clothes...
when times are good, we dont get stainned by other clothes
when times are bad, the other clothes' colour runs and we get blotches of their colours
when life is a mess, its as good as us being spin dry
now do you see the symbolism. well if you do, next time when you wash your clothes please treat it with care because you are washing yourself!

now that was really random!



you know part of me wishes that everyone will stop lying. stop lying in hopes that no one will know who you are. in hopes that no one will discover you before you discover yourself. yet the other part of me desperately hopes that people will stop being honest to the point of being blunt and tactless. sharpening your words like daggers piercing into my heart. you know what i mean.
why cant life be simpler. why cant we humans be simpler. if life is all about lying and hurting people i rather become a chimp.
at least then i will be just swinging from tree to tree and plucking flees.

god i wish you can give me the strength that i need. cause right now i am being spin dried. so many things coming at once pulling me in different directions.

and i know my life isnt bad. its not bad at all. as in its really good. i KNOW all that. but the people around me dont have a good life. and that makes my life bad. honestly i dont know what my point is but hey screw it!

hey my fellows...

everything has been really strange lately. and i think i've become a little strange too. (notice i didnt use the word" queer!")

heeee. now its time to be RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY.
life is like a washing machine. and we are the clothes...
when times are good, we dont get stainned by other clothes
when times are bad, the other clothes' colour runs and we get blotches of their colours
when life is a mess, its as good as us being spin dry
now do you see the symbolism. well if you do, next time when you wash your clothes please treat it with care because you are washing yourself!

now that was really random!



you know part of me wishes that everyone will stop lying. stop lying in hopes that no one will know who you are. in hopes that no one will discover you before you discover yourself. yet the other part of me desperately hopes that people will stop being honest to the point of being blunt and tactless. sharpening your words like daggers piercing into my heart. you know what i mean.
why cant life be simpler. why cant we humans be simpler. if life is all about lying and hurting people i rather become a chimp.
at least then i will be just swinging from tree to tree and plucking fleas.

god i wish you can give me the strength that i need. cause right now i am being spin dried. so many things coming at once pulling me in different directions.

and i know my life isnt bad. its not bad at all. as in its really good. i KNOW all that. but the people around me dont have a good life. and that makes my life bad. honestly i dont know what my point is but hey screw it!

I DONT GET YOU. I DONT GET WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM. but i think you have changed. and you like someone else. so get lost. get out of my life.